ahahahahaha u ppl better anwser this lol yeah
srry i aint updated in awhile
1.) Do I know you?
2.) Are we good friends?
3.) Are we going out?
4.) Do we hate each other?
5.) Do you like me?
6.) Would you ever go out with me?
7.) Have we ever held hands?
8.) Have we ever hugged?
9.) Have we ever kissed?
10.) Have we ever done more than
kissing?
11.) Would you hug me?
12.) Would you hold my hand?
13.) Would you kiss me?
14.) Would you do more than kiss me?
15.) If I was crying, would you try to
cheer me up?
16.) If I needed your help, would you be
there?
17.) What would you do if someone was
about to shoot me?
18.) What would you do if you saw me
getting cornered?
19.) What would you do if you found out
I was going to kill myself?
20.) What would you do if you saw me
drinking?
21.) What would you do if you saw me
smoking?
22.) What would you do if you found out
i was on drugs?
23.) What would you do if I ran away
from home?
24.) Have I ever spent the night at your
house?
25.) Have you ever spent hte night at
my house?
26.) Have we ever gotten in an
arguement?
27.) Have we ever gotten in a fist
fight?
28.) Have I ever hurt you emotionally?
29.) What about physically?
30.) Have you ever embarassed me?
31.) Have I ever embarassed you?
32.) Have we ever hung out?
33.) Have you ever purposely
intoxicated me?
34.) Have you ever seen me cry?
35.) Have you ever seen me scream?
DO YOU THINK I'M...
36.) A Bitch?
37.) A Nice person?
38.) Caring?
39.) A lesbian?
40.) A good swimmer?
41.) A good dancer?
42.) A good chef?
43.) A good skater?
44.) A good singer?
45.) A good actress?
46.) A good athlete?
47.) A good cheerleader?
48.) Crazy?
49.) Too serious?
50.) Fun to be around?
51.) Hyper?
52.) A slut?
53.) A liar?
54.) A whore?
55.) Hot?
56.) Ugly?
57.) Beautiful?
58.) Pretty?
59.) A Wimp?
60.) Stupid?
WHAT DO THINK ABOUT MY...
61.) Hair style?
62.) Hair color?
63.) Eyes?
64.) Nose?
65.) Lips?
66.) Ears?
67.) Teeth?
68.) Tongue?
69.) Chest?
70.) Body?
71.) Legs?
72.) Butt?
73.) Style?
74.) House?
75.) Friends?
76.) Boyfriend?
WHAT'S THE BEST THING ABOUT...
77.) My Personality?
78.) My Body?
79.) My Style?
80.) My Clothes?
81.) My Tastes?
82.) My Hair?
83.) My Family?
84.) My Room?
85.) My School?
86.) My Friends?
87.) My Boyfriend?
88.) My Neighborhood?
89.) My Country?
WHAT'S THE WORST THING ABOUT MY...
90.) My Personality?
91.) My Body?
92.) My Neighborhood?
93.) My School?
94.) My Country?
95.) My Style?
96.) My Tastes?
97.) My Hair?
98.) My Room?
99.) My Clothes?
100.) Are you going to post this on your
site for your friends to take?
ok... so this is a longer entry than
i had planed but yeah bama is
trying everything possible to
convince his mom to let us get
back together and it is so sweet
and he basically said he loved
me i almost started crying gah.....
im such a loser what happened
was i said y u dont like me so
whats it matter and he said what
makes u think that i dont love you
and i said iono what do u and
he said yeah but yeah it was
so sweet gah i want to be with
him so bad right now i miss him
so much wow..... i never missed
any1 so much.... except my
mom but that was different...
i really do care about bama but
i guess his mom dont understand
that i wish we could be together
somehow i mean im not a
druggie and every1 knows
that i gave up drugs completely
and i am on probation so that
means that i really cant do drugs
i dont even think about them
anymore but yeah maybe he will
let his mom read what i have to
say and she will let everything
be ok..... and let us get back
together i care about him so
much that i am afraid that it is
love and i hate saying that i love
some1 even my family but yeah
iono he told is mom that i was
raped ad that is why i have a kid
and atleast she knows that bama
and i wouldnt do anything like
that so yeah i dont like the idea
of sex right now because it brings
up the several times i was raped
and it maks me depressed i have
nightmares about that stuff and
it is just hard i want nothing to
do with sex right now i am
disgusted in the thought of
me having sex because of
my past but yeah that is my
life and i nee to get over what
happened i the past i cant get
over the fact that my mom died
and i still cry at night thinking about
her and it has been almost 3 yrs and
the fact that i was raped 6 times and
it is not just something that i can get
over and the fact that my dad was
abusive when he was an alcoholic
and it just hurts to think about my
past and my brother being locked
up and him still being in jail and
my other brother is about to go to
jail if he doesnt do what the judge
tells him to do and i doubt if he
will i mean he is thick headed lol
but yeah that is just not something
u get over i will always be stuck in
the past but i am trying to find better
things to help me get throught them
and bama was 1 of them and i am
just at a rough point in my life and
it sux i know that it sux but i cant
help it i had the 1 person i looked
forward to seeing because he
cheered my up taken away and i
just cant help but to be sad and
down and this is for all the ppl
that wanted to know what has
been wrong with me for the longest
time u ppl know now and yeah
iono i guess ima go before i
cry
buh-bye
Love Always,
Tiffiany
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