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Name: Tiffiany
Country: United States
State: Kansas
Metro: Wichita
Birthday: 2/18/1989
Gender: Female


Interests: well my guitar school MUSIC my past ppl that arent like me
Expertise: nothing well...... SEX!!!!!!! lmao
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Thursday, November 10, 2005

ok ppl i have another
 
xanga it is 
 
sincerely_ur_bloody_valentine
 
yeah i know it is long
 
but yeah iono i am
 
still keeping this
 
and my hatered666
 
up but yeah iono
 
im gonna go 


Saturday, November 05, 2005

Bama is moving about a block away from me yay!!!!
yeah bama is trying everything possible to convince his mom to 
let us get back together and it is so sweet and he basically 
said he loved me i almost started crying gah..... im such a loser 
what happened was i said y u dont love me so whats it matter 
and he said what makes u think that i dont love you and i 
said iono what do u and he said yeah but yeah it was so sweet 
gah i want to be with him so bad right now i miss him so much 
wow..... i never missed any1 so much.... except my mom but that 
was different... i really do care about bama but i guess his mom 
dont understand that i wish we could be together somehow i 
mean im not a druggie and every1 knows that i gave up drugs 
completely and i am on probation so that means that i really 
cant do drugs i dont even think about them anymore but yeah 
maybe he will let his mom read what i have to say and she will 
let everything be ok..... and let us get back together i care about 
him so much that i am afraid that it is love and i hate saying 
that i love some1 even my family but yeah iono he told is mom 
that i was raped and that is why i have a kid and atleast she 
knows that bama and i wouldnt do anything like that so yeah 
i dont like the idea of sex right now because it brings up the 
several times i was raped and it maks me depressed i have nightmares 
about that stuff and it is just hard i want nothing to do with 
sex right now i am disgusted in the thought of me having sex 
because of my past but yeah that is my life and i need to get 
over what happened i the past i cant get over the fact that my 
mom died and i still cry at night thinking about her and it has 
been almost 3 yrs and the fact that i was raped 6 times and it 
is not just something that i can get over and the fact that my 
dad was abusive when he was an alcoholic and it just hurts to 
think about my past and my brother being locked up and him 
still being in jail and my other brother is about to go to jail if he 
doesnt do what the judge tells him to do and i doubt if he will i 
mean he is thick headed lol but yeah that is just not something 
u get over i will always be stuck in the past but i am trying to 
find better things to help me get throught them and bama was 
1 of them and i am just at a rough point in my life and it sux i 
know that it sux but i cant help it i had the 1 person i looked 
forward to seeing because he cheered my up taken away and i 
just cant help but to be sad and down and this is for all the ppl 
that wanted to know what has been wrong with me for the 
longest time u ppl know now and yeah iono but alot of ppl r 
mad at me right now and yeah iono i just need to know who 
r my real friends i know that alot off ppl arent but oh well 
fuck them i cant stand dumbass thickheaded little bitches gah... 
omfg..... i cant believe that i am this pissed i guess ima go 
 
ttyl bitches 
 
sincerely,
Tiffiany R.
 
p.s. leave me alone if u arent sure if 
we r friends or not because if u r 
doubting our friendship then it isnt a 
friendship 


ahahahahaha u ppl better anwser this lol yeah

srry i aint updated in awhile

 

1.) Do I know you?


2.) Are we good friends?


3.) Are we going out?


4.) Do we hate each other?


5.) Do you like me?


6.) Would you ever go out with me?


7.) Have we ever held hands?


8.) Have we ever hugged?


9.) Have we ever kissed?


10.) Have we ever done more than

kissing?


11.) Would you hug me?


12.) Would you hold my hand?


13.) Would you kiss me?


14.) Would you do more than kiss me?


15.) If I was crying, would you try to

cheer me up?


16.) If I needed your help, would you be

there?


17.) What would you do if someone was

about to shoot me?


18.) What would you do if you saw me

getting cornered?


19.) What would you do if you found out

I was going to kill myself?


20.) What would you do if you saw me

drinking?

21.) What would you do if you saw me

smoking?

22.) What would you do if you found out

i was on drugs?

23.) What would you do if I ran away

from home?

24.) Have I ever spent the night at your

house?

25.) Have you ever spent hte night at

my house?

26.) Have we ever gotten in an

arguement?

27.) Have we ever gotten in a fist

fight?

28.) Have I ever hurt you emotionally?

29.) What about physically?

30.) Have you ever embarassed me?

31.) Have I ever embarassed you?

32.) Have we ever hung out?

33.) Have you ever purposely

intoxicated me?

34.) Have you ever seen me cry?

35.) Have you ever seen me scream?

DO YOU THINK I'M...

36.) A Bitch?

37.) A Nice person?

38.) Caring?

39.) A lesbian?

40.) A good swimmer?

41.) A good dancer?

42.) A good chef?

43.) A good skater?

44.) A good singer?

45.) A good actress?

46.) A good athlete?

47.) A good cheerleader?

48.) Crazy?

49.) Too serious?

50.) Fun to be around?

51.) Hyper?

52.) A slut?

53.) A liar?

54.) A whore?

55.) Hot?

56.) Ugly?

57.) Beautiful?

58.) Pretty?

59.) A Wimp?

60.) Stupid?

WHAT DO THINK ABOUT MY...

61.) Hair style?

62.) Hair color?

63.) Eyes?

64.) Nose?

65.) Lips?

66.) Ears?

67.) Teeth?

68.) Tongue?

69.) Chest?

70.) Body?

71.) Legs?

72.) Butt?

73.) Style?

74.) House?

75.) Friends?

76.) Boyfriend?

WHAT'S THE BEST THING ABOUT...

77.) My Personality?

78.) My Body?

79.) My Style?

80.) My Clothes?

81.) My Tastes?

82.) My Hair?

83.) My Family?

84.) My Room?

85.) My School?

86.) My Friends?

87.) My Boyfriend?

88.) My Neighborhood?

89.) My Country?

WHAT'S THE WORST THING ABOUT MY...

90.) My Personality?

91.) My Body?

92.) My Neighborhood?

93.) My School?

94.) My Country?

95.) My Style?

96.) My Tastes?

97.) My Hair?

98.) My Room?

99.) My Clothes?

100.) Are you going to post this on your

site for your friends to take?

 

 

ok... so this is a longer entry than

i had planed but yeah bama is

trying everything possible to

convince his mom to let us get

back together and it is so sweet

and he basically said he loved

me i almost started crying gah.....

im such a loser what happened

was i said y u dont like me so

whats it matter and he said what

makes u think that i dont love you

 and i said iono what do u and

he said yeah but yeah it was

so sweet gah i want to be with

him so bad right now i miss him

so much wow..... i never missed

any1 so much.... except my

mom but that was different...

i really do care about bama but

i guess his mom dont understand

that i wish we could be together

somehow i mean im not a

druggie and every1 knows

that i gave up drugs completely

and i am on probation so that

means that i really cant do drugs

i dont even think about them

anymore but yeah maybe he will

let his mom read what i have to

say and she will let everything

be ok..... and let us get back

together i care about him so

much that i am afraid that it is

love and i hate saying that i love

some1 even my family but yeah

iono he told is mom that i was

raped ad that is why i have a kid

and atleast she knows that bama

and i wouldnt do anything like

that so yeah i dont like the idea

of sex right now because it brings

up the several times i was raped

and it maks me depressed i have

nightmares about that stuff and

it is just hard i want nothing to

do with sex right now i am

disgusted in the thought of

me having sex because of

my past but yeah that is my

life and i nee to get over what

happened i the past i cant get

over the fact that my mom died

and i still cry at night thinking about

her and it has been almost 3 yrs and

the fact that i was raped 6 times and

it is not just something that i can get

over and the fact that my dad was

abusive when he was an alcoholic

and it just hurts to think about my

past and my brother being locked

up and him still being in jail and

my other brother is about to go to

jail if he doesnt do what the judge

tells him to do and i doubt if he

will i mean he is thick headed lol

but yeah that is just not something

u get over i will always be stuck in

the past but i am trying to find better

 things to help me get throught them

and bama was 1 of them and i am

just at a rough point in my life and

it sux i know that it sux but i cant

help it i had the 1 person i looked

forward to seeing because he

cheered my up taken away and i

just cant help but to be sad and

down and this is for all the ppl

that wanted to know what has

been wrong with me for the longest

 time u ppl know now and yeah

iono i guess ima go before i

cry

buh-bye

 

 

Love Always,

 

Tiffiany

 


Wednesday, October 26, 2005

Currently Listening
Ascendancy
By Trivium
see related
ok... another happy 
color!!!!! yay!!!! ok...
 so i had a choir concert... 
it was freakin
 awesome... i had fun.... 
the last 9 weeks finally 
payed off.... yes ppl... 
our test at the end of 
the 9 weeks is a concert.... 
yeah.... the next one is 
the 19th of december 
at 7:00 p.m...... so 
everyone better go..... 
yeah it is so fun doing 
that stuff..... iono it is 
just a rush and u 
r nervous when u 
get up there... and 
then u start singing.... 
and u just relax and 
feel good about urself.... 
and dont think that 
choir is an easy A.... 
because it isnt ... 
it is hard work.... but i 
have..... i think.... a 
102% in there... i am 
so good.... heck yes!!!!!! 
iono..... i am happy 
because we did good.... 
and i had fun.... and 
duston was over for 
a while.... yes ppl 
DUSTON CURTIS 
WAS AT MY 
HOUSE...... yeah 
anyways.... no..... 
nothing happened.... i 
am waiting for Jeff.... 
yeah ppl i really like him.... 
he is so sweet.... he said 
that he wouldnt hurt me 
and that made me feel 
good.... knowing that 
some1 cares about me 
just helps me fel better 
about myself..... he is 
prolly coming to town 
on Sunday!!!!!! yay !!!! 
i am so happy about 
that!!!! anyways.... 
dont ranting about 
that....... i am gonna 
get a girlfriend 
tomorrow...... i am so 
happy....... Tesla is so 
freakin sexy!!!!!!!! 
gosh.... 
i am gonna go....... 
talk to ya later ppl......... 
i lovers u all........ 
Bi-Bi Bitches 
~Tiffiany~


Tuesday, October 25, 2005

Currently Listening
Three Cheers for Sweet Revenge
By My Chemical Romance
see related
 
ok... this is another
 kick ass color and 
i am gonna start 
putting my emotions 
on here thru the 
color.... yeah i 
know... i rule... 
lol j/k gosh.... 
anyways yeah i am 
happy right now... 
Jeff is coming to 
town (maybe) on 
Sunday and i am 
sooo freakin 
excited about 
that... gir... 
i might get a 
girlfriend 
tomorrow... 
her name is 
Tesla... she 
is fuckin 
hott.... yeah 
picture me with 
a hott chic... 
that really dont 
seem likely except 
most of my exes 
are hotter that 
me... lol yeah i 
know... it isnt 
that hard to 
believe.... 
anyways.... my 
brother got his 
tongue pierced 
today... it was 
so freakin cool... 
lol yeah 
iono i want to get 
mine done... 
it feels so 
good i love it!!!! 
anyways ... i 
guess im gonna go...
Bi-bi Bitches 
~Tiffiany~



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